My love... Lost...

I loved you

Absolutely and completely

You owned all of me

I gave myself to you

My deepest love

Adoration

My vulnerable trust

I belonged to you

My heart my soul my body

Only yours

You were all I thought about

Night and day

Under the full moon

You possessed me

In the bright rays of the sun

I followed you

But that was not enough for you

It was trampled over

Without a second thought.

Vengeance became

My sole purpose

Punishment

My only wish

To destroy you

Murder your soul

Break you slowly

Till there was nothing left

Of the man I worshipped

I became to despise

The mere thought you

I needed to see you

Hurt more than

You ever imagined

Every word

Every action

Became calculated

Heartless

Merciless

Evil

You could never

Survive it

And for that…

I am deeply sad