What happened
to that poor hobo lying there on the pavement? What went wrong in his life?
Maybe he was just like you and me with dreams in his heart and brilliant ideas
in his mind. Surely he also had wonderful flights of fancy about how he would
see himself one day. What happened to drive those dreams out of his heart and
mind? Or maybe it’s still there, and that is why he is lying there drugged or
drunk. Like an old torn up doll, discarded on the rubbish without even a second
thought.
Do you know that man with the red swollen eyes who is staring out in
front of him into nothingness? Lying there with his dirty stinking clothes in
the way of decent folks on their way to work or their fancy houses. Do you also
shudder when he reaches out his dirty broken hands to beg for money or
food? Do you think he doesn't see how much you despise him when you turn
away from him in disgust? Don’t you think he hurts when you kick his feet out
of your way, or curse him for his uselessness?
Maybe he is too lazy to work, or he doesn't see any reason in living any more. Could be he just struggles along every day until death comes to fetch him and release him from this pain of being alive, because he doesn't have the guts to kill himself? Or maybe that is what he is doing right now, drinking himself to death slowly but surely. Dreaming in oblivion of all he had and lost or never even had.
Does he have a family somewhere worrying about him? Or is he all alone in this world? Without anyone’s love in his life he’s slumping there on the dirty sidewalk, alone and lost. He is suffocating the dreams in his heart with alcohol and drugs.
How he must hurt every day, living a life of no consequence. How painful
it must be that there is nobody to wake up for every day, nothing to make his
heart sing in happiness. Can you imagine the destitution in his lonely heart?
Who are we to judge him?
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