A wonderful beautiful angel was sent by God from
heaven to grace my life for almost 21 years.
He suffered on earth to teach me unconditional
love, unbearable pain, compassion and being humble before the Almighty Power of
God.
He came to teach me that each and every person on
earth has a place in the puzzle of life. That nothing happens without God’s
hand in it.
He taught me patience and empathy and sympathy for
the plight of others.
He showed me that I was stronger than I ever could
imagine. That God truly won’t give us a cross we can’t carry to the end.
That special angel was my son Emile, who left me by
taking his own life, to force me to go in the deepest darkest places of myself
and find the reason for my life here on earth.
He sparkled like a diamond in my life and was
allowed by God to return to Heaven to fulfill my life’s destiny.
This is a testament to the joy and love Emile gave
me, the smiles and laughter he brought into my life.
The beautiful unconditional love he always showed
me, the steadfast way he lived his life, with resolve to make it a great life.
Through pain and suffering he lived to enrich my
life.
And the tragic way he left to make me realize my
own worth to God. To force me to open my eyes to the way I am suppose to live.
To see the beauty of life and the joy it can bring
me by giving of myself and open my heart to the voice of God.
I salute you, Emile, you are my inspiration to be
everything I can be and I will do it in your honor.
May my beautiful angel always watch over me, and be
there for me when it is my time to go to the other side, to receive me with his
arms wide open and be proud for the things I have done.
I thank God my Father for sending that special
angel of his and let him be in my life for the time he had here to teach me
all.
I love you my beautiful son!!!
Namaste
How beautiful! You are an amazing woman to be able to bring hope and light out of such a tragedy! I do not know if I would be able to find such strength in what would be any mother's nightmare to lose her child. You are inspirational to me. Thank you for sharing. I am sure your beautiful angel will always be by your side.
ReplyDeleteThe only thing that has kept me going is the knowledge that at the end of all this he will be there for me. There were times I wished the Universe didn't have such faith in my abilities. We live this life we were given the best we can and you my friend inspire me to do better.
DeleteI don't have words to comment ..tears can't be posted.
ReplyDeleteLove to you Debanjali!
DeleteRea, I can't even imagine the pain. My heart goes out to you. Lily
ReplyDeleteThere is nothing we can do to stop things from happening Lily, all we can do is live with it.
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